It started with the moment I realized that I only exist when I am here with and inbetween two breaths - if I miss one breath - I missed for ever - there is no rewind - My life consists of a certain amount of breath quantity. It is unknown how many, so to not express myself to the utmost potential is literally a waste, so I commit myself to expand my limitations. Only in this breath I can ensure I am fully here, I am fully being myself.
This brings up the question what is real limitation, what is real self - everyone must find this answer for themselves - equally. I have seen/experienced/walked through a lot and I see and realize and understand the imperative re-alignment with all life in order to find absolute self-realization which strangely entails all others also equally.
Equality and Oneness is not just a principle, it's a statement with which we can reflect back who and where we are in this existence in relation to all what is here - as self.
Being in this system but not OF the system is a key to accumulate self-trust and walk through the enslavement of our own mind of doubts, inner conversations, judgements, definitions, belief systems.
Beyond and within this I am a simple man, grew up in a tiny village, traveled a lot around exotic worlds and studied many kind of ways of living until I eventually realized what I was searching for was always: here - where I am - so I stopped searching and started to find out what means to live.
I am good with nature, computers, filming, editing, enjoying and playing and compositing music; day by day being more effective to stand up to inner and outer deception and exposing the real power, which is when one hears, listens and answers to self within absolute honesty.
The real forgiveness is for and as self and everything from that point spirals out within that starting point.